I woke up this morning feeling much like a slug, I didn't feel like getting out of bed this morning. It probably has to do with the fact of what happened yesterday. I use to date this guy, and I thought that he was different. I thought that he was the kind of guy who would take care of me and love me. Boy was I wrong. I found out that he was lying to me about so many things. I hate lairs... When I first met him and we were doing the whole 'get to know each other' thing, I ask him if he did drugs. He said no, but that he did smoke. I'm allergic to nicotine, and I told him as much. If he was going to smoke he had to do it before we hung out or after. If it was before he had to do something so I couldn't smell it on his breath. Then he told me that he quit smoking for me. About a month later I found out that he had been lying to me about that, among other things. I found out that he also did MDMA and Cocaine without telling me anything. He also forgot to mention the fact that he was an alcoholic. At this point I was beyond mad, I had to find out from other people and not him. He did other things as well, like the fact that he never invited me to any party that he went to, not once. And when I saw him hanging out with other people, mostly girls, he never bothered to introduce me to them or them to me. At this point I was done, I had already checked out of the relationship. It was time to end it.
I met up with him and confronted him, something that I do not enjoy. When I asked him about the drugs he just flat out denied it. I remembered that he has many nosebleeds, so I asked him about that. He said it was just a problem that he had had for awhile. I was frustrated and crying, feeling hurt and angry at this boy. I told him I was done, I couldn't do this anymore. He then proceeded to try to guilt me into not breaking up with him. I shook my head, turned around and walked away. I was way over this relationship.
Once I actually was able to get up and out of bed, I shuffled downstairs, grabbed a bowl of cereal and a cup of coffee before slugging my way back upstairs. Then I grabbed my fluffy blanket, settled down into my bed and put on Big Bang Theory. Ah Big Bang, how I love you so. I own seasons 1-4, and I know every episode by heart. It is one of my best friends :) So are Spitz seeds. Which I am munching on right now while drinking my amazing coffee. Ah coffee, how I love you so. I would not be able to survive without it, and I am more than slightly addicted to it.
Ugh I just realized I have to work tonight. Blehhhhhhh. Work. I mean I love my job, but not when I feel like a slug. Then after work I get to go and puppy sit for my friend. She had the cutiest puppy in the world, and I get to go over to her place after work and stay the night to watch her puppy Griff. There might be another dog named Leroy, but I'm not to sure. But no matter, puppy time is fun time!
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